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Grey Over an Autumn Winter

by Michael Mazzarella

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1.
FAIRGROUND IS GONE (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Where did the cheer of summer go? Where are the Mardi Gras girls? Where do they hide all the parades, puppets and Pinocchio? Carousel and roller rides Apple-candy high Now the field impassive, still Beneath an unruffled sky Where are the band, dancer and clown? Where is the flying trapeze? If I implore while I look around will I find any of these? Where do they hide all the parades? Where is the dancer and clown? If I implore as I look around will I find any of these? Will I find any of these? Will I find any of these?
2.
She Said 03:03
She Said (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) There comes a time to know So she said We've gotten old with time So she said And in the sundown forest where we walk in hand Here comes the cold around disturbing our summand The summer made her weak So she said The August broke her will So she said And in a darkened corner where she goes alone I'm like a junkie freak in need of methadone I'm best solo So and so So she said And, I need to roam So be well So she said So she said
3.
You Like Me 07:49
You Like Me (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) You can't spoil the sun or the wind or the trees You can't spoil the fun or the birds and the bees Not for me You can't be the girl or the muse or the tease You won't be the love or the soul or the we You be alone just like me You be alone You can't have it all, have it fast, have it free You can't win the pearls or the boy or the ring Or the smiles or the spring, or the love or the we You be alone just like me You be alone
4.
THE COLDER IT GETS THE DEEPER WE FALL (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Loner tonight, loner tonight Owner of everything but love Autumn is right, autumn is right Welcome to anyone in love Why is it easy when we're younger? What makes it hard to be alone when older? It gets colder Turn back the time Fall is a crime without somebody to love Oh holiday, please stay away Or bring back someone for me to love Someone for me to love Someone for me to love Someone for me, too
5.
Before 03:17
Before (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Before the sun falls away remember to tell me your name Before the dark hides your face a kiss in the light I’ll embrace Before the chill turns to snow remember to give me your hand If you are cold in the afternoon wind I will blanket your body tonight If there are secrets you wish to admit to And kindly don’t ask me for mine All will be well in this perfect delight I’ll request for your name once again in the nighttime Before the morning brings rain remember for yesterday’s sun If from the window the droplets are plenty please drink and make wishes for one Before you scurry away remember to smile for our time If in the meantime you need to move close I can set my appointments to none
6.
Girl Gone Bye (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Sweep me to the sea when your heart grows tired of me In my hand you'll find everything I wish to keep Tell the dawn goodnight Soon the mood will be in darkness What is your reply? Say it soft and make it right Throwing words around each other Looking for a paradise Whisper anything you're thinking All except the word goodbye Is the blue in sight? Can you hear the brambles growing? Are there tresses white in your pretty maiden hair? In your pretty maiden hair In your pretty maiden hair
7.
Grey Over An Autumn Winter (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Winter go the leaves Go the promises by flurries and degrees Autumn drew the line Drew the curtains and created a decline Winter, all she spoke Was enough for her to pack her gear the moment I awoke Autumn brought her blue And the harvest and the chill arrived in time for an adieu
8.
Here Alone 02:46
HERE ALONE (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Way too long, an hour gone Empty chair, candle on It took some time to become clear In a place where shadows fare I watch for you but you're not here and I wonder in our own disrepair Why am I in here alone? And the night dishonors me Holding close to secrecy An hour more, I'm growing cold Before you know we'll both be old I wish for you to reappear and I wonder if we are worth the care Why am I in here alone? Don't make me pray Don't keep me begging Later today I may be gone Can the heart forget to beat? Can a stress be more complete? With all the hurt we can amass Now perhaps it's come to pass The noose is now around ourselves and I wonder if you're with someone else Why am I in here alone? Why am I here alone? Why am I in here alone?
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WINTER OVER ME (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Will the cold become a sorrow and the summer just a dream? I recall you in the autumn, when the autumn brought me to my knees What about the dull November and the shadows under trees? Where we sat alone together - I remember vanished with the breeze There's a winter over me, there's a winter over me And without your company, there's a winter blowing over me Will the cold become a sorrow and the summer just a dream? What about the dull November and the shadows under trees? There's a winter over me, there's a winter over me And without your company, there's a winter hanging over me There's a winter over me, there's a winter over me And without your company, there's a winter
10.
A LIFE IN THE DAY OF A MAN (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Morning brought a dream to a young and uncynical boy When the world was green and pristine with the passion of being alive Morning turned to rain then the noon brought a chill with its turning Rapture went to pain and the smile on the boy began learning How the embittered can swallow a heart or a soul in time How the indifferent can tackle a lover into the night and leave them blind Now the boy was gone and a man took his place in the world And into the night where he ran in the dark like a demon Day after day after night we begin to embrace the fight Until the battle becomes a portrayal unto our lives We're cast aside Morning was again and the sun wasn't long in its shining When a baby cried Long before it knew what it was learning and yearning to hide Like a woman forgets she has pride or a man can't defend for his side And we live our lives on and on And the cycle keeps turning
11.
Dear Mariann 02:53
Dear Mariann (Words & music by Michael Mazzarella) Dear Mariann Remember me? The time it goes assuredly Dear Mariann I thought of you today out in the cold Today out in the cold Dear Mariann I'm older now You probably know, so anyhow Dear Mariann The autumn’s here I kind of like the cold I kind of like the cold Dear Mariann I guess farewell My many memories compel to tell again I thought of you today out in the cold Today out in the cold Today out in the cold

about

*FOR SONG DETAILS, click on the title of each track*

Many people feel that the first concept albums were a by-product of the drug-addled ‘60s. Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band was a concept album by reputation only, but the songs on that album - for the most part thematically - were disconnected.

GREY OVER AN AUTUMN WINTER was inspired in theory by Sinatra’s concept albums IN THE WEE SMALL HOURS, ONLY THE LONELY, NO ON CARES. Albums woven from melancholia and nighttime, street-lit desolation.

I wanted those same dispositions to be the shadowed threads that held GREY OVER AN AUTUMN WINTER together.

Every lyric on GREY OVER AN AUTUMN WINTER has truth. However, not every word, line and scenario directly involved me. I had some friends who were going through divorces or difficult times. A few of those circumstances were loosely chronicled, with liberties taken and embellishments created.

I at times found myself vicariously role-playing to create my characters. Other lyrics were first-hand experiences that may have happened to me - or friends - ten years before. In many cases, I would end up with a composite of compatible situations, not necessarily linked, but creating a complete story. I had to get imaginative in order to complete that album.





God bless Michael Mazzarella. The front man of the pop band The Rooks just went out on a limb and I feel like I’m dangling up there with him. There was no screwing around when this vastly under-appreciated singer/songwriter/producer decided to title his new solo CD Grey Over An Autumn Winter. No false advertising here. The album goes from gray to black within three songs and you’d better bring an umbrella and a flashlight. Songs "Winter Over Me," "You Like Me" or "She Said" are dreary enough to make one feel that we’ve lost the other two seasons for good. Autumn Winter’s closer "Dear Mariann" is so gloom-addled, I feel my discomfort rise as if I’m peeking into a secret key-hole at the top of an off-limits staircase. Even if I didn’t know that the song is sung to Mazzarella’s dead mother, I still would find it just creepy enough to want to go on that ride again. Mazzarella’s broken voice makes my skin crawl in a way that excites my ears. Like I said, if you’re gonna write about going to hell, then you’d better bring da heat.
-DAVID MONTAGUE/Whiskey Soda



By and large, there is a strong chamber pop approach as Mazzarella engineers a specific emotional response with references to McCartney, Wilson and Bacharach guaranteeing a pleasing wistfulness. Upon first listen, the austerity of the production is a little shocking with the songs coming across like demos. However, if one gives Grey Over An Autumn Winter the time to sink in, the charm of tracks like "She Said", "The Colder It Gets The Deeper We Fall" and "Girl Gone Bye" shine through. With a daring release that places its bets on songcraft, Mazzarella has hit the jackpot.
- KEVIN MATTHEWS/BUCKETFULL OF BRAINS



On this solo effort, Mazzarella is downcast and defeated. These intimate recordings are confessionals as much as songs, as he cuts veins open and sings in hushed tones over minimal backgrounds, the hurt pouring out. His keen melodic sense is still there, but the songs are so muted, the mood dominates over the tunes. As a result, the craft takes a bit longer to appreciate, but without that craft, the disc wouldn’t be that compelling. The title song is fragile and desolate, sounding like Elliot Smith mixed with a heavenly chorus of backing vocals, while a distant piano (the dominant instrument throughout the album) plays in the background. “Winter Over Me” also features those elements, with stronger string accompaniment. The Mazzarella melodic sense is still there, it’s just muted in places -- check out “She Said”, with Mazzarella straining his voice over a great rising melody on a sad soft pop piece. The emotional centerpiece of the album is “You Like Me”, which is nearly eight minutes long and is steeped in atmosphere, with a long solo piano interlude that sounds like loneliness. This album is a much more difficult listen than any Rooks release (or that of pretty much any pop band). Perhaps the biggest hurdle to clear is that this album isn’t a hook fest -- the mood is what carries it.
- Mike Bennett/FUFKIN



"Listening to this record on a rainy day could have dangerous repercussions, but after several spins, one is likely to discover a minor-key masterpiece lurking in the shadows."
- WILL HARRIS/Bulls-Eye.com



Grey Over An Autumn Winter, is the sound of a gifted songwriter following his muse down a muted, often harrowing path. Mazzarella seems to be channeling his inner Nick Drake here. No Reasons or Night Writer to be found and he continues to evolve as an artist in the process. It’s intensely personal and obviously deeply felt music, culminating with Dear Mariann, written about Mazzarella’s late mother. It’ll be very interesting to see where he goes from here.
- JOHN M. BORACK/Rave On



This is not the follow-up to the stunning genius of The Rooks' A Wishing Well, but a purely solo album of utter genius, and one that demands the listener to engage in the place - the musical sketch that is being created. The rewards and the pay-offs are substantive, sublime and worth every nuanced-drenched note. What is always present in Mazzarella`s work is a poet’s keen, lyrical and observational eye for the delicacy of the human condition. Its humanity and poignancy are always evident in every carefully-placed syllable. The sparse but still spacious instrumentation enhances every corner of music. Mazzarella steps boldly and stronger with an effort that while not what more casual Rooks fans would expect to hear, the ones most deeply moved and challenged by Mazzarella`s vision in the past will be very happy to walk this most leaf-soaked city sidewalk with him.
- BRUCE BRODEEN/Not Lame



If Mazzarella’s Rooks set their sites on scaling the musical mountains created by their heroes, then Michael’s aim as a solo artist seems to want to stay as close to the sidewalk as possible. Grey Over An Autumn Winter is so stripped down and basic in comparison, it could be argued that this is Mazzarella’s version of John Lennon’s first solo go John Lennon/Plastic Ono Band. Certainly there are harmonies here and there and a cello or two peek out but for the most part his new CD is dark, personal and haunting. Within eleven songs, Mazzarella has managed to (at least to this listener) conjure moods and sounds of confusion, mystery, acrimony, warmth, loss, beauty, isolation and finally heavy reflection. I simply cannot recall another album sounding quite like this one. Perhaps it’s the start of something great.
- LESTER SILLS



Brand new release from Rooks front man! Backed primarily by acoustic guitar and piano and gorgeous harmonies, this is a rather intimate look at an artist - stripped away of band trappings - as he bares his soul in a way seldom heard before - resulting in a gorgeous, haunting, intimate, Sunday morning kind of record!
- KOOL KAT MUSIK

credits

released December 13, 2006

Michael Mazzarella Accordion, Bass, Composer, Guitar (Electric), Keyboards, Koto, Percussion, Piano, Primary Artist, Producer, Quena, Recorder, Vocals

Mixed By Michael Mazzarella
Produced by Michael Mazzarella
Engineer – Tony Allera

Background Vocals – Gail George (tracks: 1-3, 7, 9, 10)
Cello – Ross Baldwin
French Horn – Riccardo Hames
Violin – Karen Stevens

Graphics, Art Direction – Bill Maura

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Michael Mazzarella New York, New York

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Solo artist. Formerly of The Rooks, The Broken Hearts, & Sonic Blue Sound Revue.

Albums here on Bandcamp & 5-CD Songwriter set on Kool Kat Musik.

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